
I realized the other day that I haven’t applied for a new job in 10 years. For a millennial, that’s a pretty long time! And that is because for the past 10 years I have had the great privilege, fortune, and luck to do what I love and chase my dreams. And today I sit here in front of a blank computer screen feeling like that 25 year old again - nervous to jump in the deep end. What will people think of me? Will they judge my rinky-dink new consulting website I built last night after I put my kids to bed? What if this doesn’t work out and I need to go find a full-time job?
But I am fortunate and privileged and lucky enough to have learned in the past 10 years to embrace that apprehension and discomfort. It’s when I am most uncomfortable that I grow the most and see the biggest rewards. I am looking forward to sharing those stories of discomfort and imposter syndrome with you here - in hopes that I am encouraging a new entrepreneur to pursue their new business. Or perhaps I’m encouraging a fellow mom to do something for herself in the face of dreaded mom-guilt! Whatever it is, I have learned to push myself in many areas of my life through the experience of starting a business and it pays off.
So this is me “applying” for a new job to thousands of strangers. I have 60k followers on Instagram - many of whom I’m sure followed for the Black Friday code - not me rambling on… but I’m hopeful that a handful of those will stick around for me. I uploaded our email subscriber list (it’s a scary big number!) last night end scheduled an email to go out this afternoon (ah!!). I’m jumping off the deep end and daring myself not to plug my nose when I hit the water (my husband will tell you that my sisters and I cannot jump off the side of the pool without plugging our noses).
I hope that I can continue to foster a community here of people who care about supporting female entrepreneurs, small businesses, quality products, vulnerable honesty, ways to stay motivated, stupid sh*t, and hard work. I am eager to start sharing again, to be creative again, to try something new and have fun with the imperfections! Whenever someone asks me advice on starting a business I say just START. It will never be perfect!! So I am following my own advice and just getting started!!
XO
Christina
I feel like I started following your STIK page from the very beginning and was so proud of your success even though I've never met you. This is very exciting to see what you do next! Thanks for sharing as you go along!
Can’t wait to see what’s next for you